My baby is almost five and I’ve having a hard time with that fact. How can she be five, if I’m just starting to feel like I can handle my life? Is there any way I can go back and hold her as a baby again? I can handle it now. Please, let me go back. Life doesn’t wait for you, does it? Life just happens and you have to roll with it. Trauma just happens too. And you have to roll with it, at least in the moment. The hardest part about trauma is living with it. How do you learn